where is the sun??

i don't think the sun has come out for a week at least. i swear, it's been raining and cloudy for far too long. i need the sunshine. the sun makes me happy. i have just felt blah for a week now, and i am blaming the weather!

the fair started today and i LOVE the fair! i look forward to it starting in probably july. i love fair food, fair beer, and most of all, fair people. it is one of my favorite things to do...watch people at the fair. i am content for hours doing that, especially when you add a jumbo corn dog and beer in the mix! so. much. fun!!! we are going saturday and i can hardly wait! hannah will learn to love the fair as well. for now, if you just have her outside, she is happy, so this year will be fun even though she can't do much of anything there yet.

i am obsessed with this tutu thing. i have made one every night this week so far, and a couple last week. it is really fun to combine colors you wouldn't think would go together and end up with something so super cute!! i just hope everyone else loves them like i do! my sister said her dance studio might be interested in me making the baby's tutus for their end-of-year performance! that would be great!

this week hannah has decided that she is too much of a big girl to give me hugs and kisses when i drop her off at chandra's. part of me is sad about this, of course, but part of me knows it's just part of the growing process. she always has LOTS of hugs and kisses for me when i get there to pick her up, so she definitely makes up for it later, but still...i just try and "steal" them as i'm getting her out of the car:)

well, my brother is getting married in a month and it just doesn't seem real. they are not having a wedding, they are just going to Vegas. they were going to have a reception, but now jenny has talked nick out of even doing that, and i'm not sure how i feel about that. she is not close to her family, but nick is and we are being left out of everything because of her. none of us can really do anything about it though.

i always have such random posts, nothing ever too important. but i do think it's helping that i take just a few minutes to myself to do this. and today i am just blah because of the stupid clouds. we needed the rain, but i am ready for the sun now.

i do want to mention lindsey today, though. she is a very good friend of mine, and she is playing the waiting game in her adoption process right now. it has been 8 weeks waiting, and she is starting to get frustrated. i think her heart is heavy and that makes mine heavy for her. please keep her in your prayers, and pray that she will just know her children will come in God's perfect timing. she is such an amazing person and so deserves everything great!