ok, so i HATE to run, but i have decided i am going to try it out for a while. everyone who loves to run says it makes them feel so much better and is a great stress reliever, and i need something like that. i need a goal to set and reach, and my workout room is not doing much for me right now. i feel like at any moment i am going to lose it, and i don't know why, but i have to try to fix it. i don't really even have anything going on that i am super stressed over, but i still feel like at any time i am going to break.
i am joining a married couples bible study tonight and am a little nervous. i am not good at getting out of my comfort zone and meeting new people, especially where i might actually have to open up. i think it will be really good for cody and me, though. we need this. and some really great friends of our are leading it. maybe this will help me to not feel as broken also.
this morning on our way to chandra's, i was having hannah count to 10 with me. she really does so well, she gets most of the numbers in the right order! well, after we would say 10, really loud she would shout "AMEN"! it was the cutest thing! i have no idea why counting made her do that, but it was cute all the same! she is so funny! it's moments like that that make me forget that just 10 minutes earlier we were going round and round over brushing her teeth! that is a daily battle, and i am tired of fighting it!
well, i guess i better get started on the CRAPPY task at hand at work today. it's going to be a very LONG rest of the week, maybe 2 weeks! also, wish me luck with my running! i may end up in the hospital:)
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