...i think, anyway:) the weather today is beautiful, and really has been most of the week. hannah, cody and i have spent each evening when we get home outside. hannah is loving it, and it's been really good for all of us! i am so ready for outside weather! and for zoo weather! i have even had my window in my office open, which seems to make my day at least a little better!
i think our moore work crew is FINALLY going to be up and running next week! i am praying all goes well because we just haven't had much luck in this area! if it would work out, it would be great for us! we have to go pick up the truck for that crew tomorrow, which is all we have been waiting on. cody is very excited about this, and i am just trying to have faith it is the right decision. if it works out, it will be great for us financially.
hannah just continues to amaze me every day. there are some days i just can't believe she's "only" 2! some days she acts 12! the other day she asked for my phone, so she could call her friend! i thought, seriously??? how old are you??? :) she just makes me laugh every day and makes every day better. it does make me a little sad that she is so grown up, but at the same time, i love that she is so independent and beoming her own person!
cody and i seem to be doing much better, not that we were ever really doing badly. i was just in a rut. i don't think i am completely out of it yet, but i am definitely better. i have just come to terms with the fact that being a woman just sucks sometimes. there is so much pressure (and not necessarily from anyone but myself) to be the "perfect" wife, the "perfect" mother, the "perfect" friend, the "perfect" employee, and on, and on, and on. i have to constantly remind myself i cannot be that "perfect" person. and i have to be content with that. it's just so hard sometimes. i really do think, though, that spending time with God and in my Bible every morning has made a huge difference. it seems to help my day go a little smoother. i have just decided to try and live in the day, and not worry about tomorrow. what good does that do anyone??
there are some changes coming our direction at work, and i'm not so sure it is a good thing. i am not ready to voice everything about it yet, but it may be where i don't want to be there anymore. i really am hoping it's not going to go that way, but too much is going on and i worry my dad is going to lose all of his best employees over it.
well, i am getting ready to go pick up my beautiful daughter and enjoy this beautiful afternoon! hopefully it is pretty all weekend and we can have LOTS of outside time. pictures coming soon...
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