ok, so once again, yesterday i spent the day angry. i don't know what my problem is, but i can't get out of this hole i am falling in. i have at least started praying, and even though it may not be the most positive praying, at least i am talking to God. i know He doesn't care if i am angry, He just wants to hear from me. and i also know that if i will give everything to him, anger and all, then eventually i am going to come out of this.
i had lunch with lindsey, and i have come to where i just love to be around her. she is such an inspiration, and such a wonderful person. i have been thinking lately about how strange it is that after 10 years she and i have become reaquainted. we haven't really seen or spoken to eachother in at least that long, and still i'm not sure how we ended up together. she and i were friends all through high school, but now i think we are entering a much deeper and better friendship than i could have ever imagined. she has some huge, brilliant ideas that she is pursuing, and we are now both wondering if i am back in her life because i am supposed to be a part of these ideas and dreams of hers. i shared with her yesterday (which i haven't done with anyone else) about my anger and frustration. she just listened, which is really what i needed, and then she suggested that we just start praying about my role with her. i am excited about things to hopefully come...
well, my ad started yesterday, and it looks awesome!! now hopefully people will start ordering some stuff from me! i had the most random friend request on facebook today from a girl i don't know, and just about the time i was going to deny the request, i realized she owns a baby boutique in norman! i am hoping maybe she saw my stuff and is wanting to do some business!
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